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I'm just getting off of work. We had a wedding reception today. 2 actually. In the one I was working, they did that dance thing where all the couples dance and then the dj says a certain amount of years and if you and your lover have been married for that amount of years or longer, you stay on the dance floor. I realized, old people probably live for stuff like that. They probably try to get flyy because they know their gonna go and do married couples dance-a-thons when they go to events. They've probably done a million of those. Highlight of your life once you get a certain age. My friend told me that her grandma gets so pressed to go to church, like tries to get super cute. lolz old people only care about stuff like that, grandkids, social security, and the news. And like, when you get really old, its like you're just waiting for the music to stop. (which used to be like a teenager's ipod on "shuffle" but is now some slow boring song on repeat cuz old ppl do the same nothings everyday) But really, some people really seem like they have nothing to live for but just waiting to die. Thats sad, but, when you're like old as dirt, can barely move, hardly eat & start to shit on yourself again, what is there to do but sit there looking like a dried up piece of fruit and shit on yourself? I wonder. We should just be immortal. Hopefully you have familiy and they'll come visit, that might add a tiny sparkle of happiness to the fact that your life is "on a wing and a prayer" as my mom would say. lolz